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The Passer-by for the night. <3

Music does wonder .
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 11:47:00 PM.


Blogger


A place to update my life. my emotions and feelings cum reflections.
But i'm so tired that i dono what to say, how to say and where to start.
Everyday, i just wished i could stop worrying for projects and my friends, families and pple impt to me. I'm so bitch i know. I just need to rest. Someone to give me everything i needed regardless of my bitchyness. I just hope someone can give me what i needed most right now. Its like, just pressing the right button in me, and i'll be fine. I wanna stop thinking of what i can do for others. Its making me tired... I wan someone to think of me.. Blah blah. Lame. zzz.


I'm so into pool and billard.

Music does wonder .
Saturday, November 21, 2009 12:06:00 AM.


Saranghae




Kim Hyun Joong, plays the song falling slowly.
Asked her to close her eyes, and the paragraph that he recites, is actually the lyrics of Hwang Bo's song; Mature.
But, I love you, wasn't in the lyrics.
I wish, they could be together.
After this, he ask Hwang bo to open the guitar case, and as promise, he had 995 paper cranes in it for her. (=
(though it wasn't all folded by him >< )

Music does wonder .
Monday, November 2, 2009 8:55:00 PM.


Whack It!

I'm gonna learn this! It might take years but! I want to!

Music does wonder .
Sunday, November 1, 2009 8:25:00 PM.


I'm so down.
Right, the house is still yours. I'm wrong to have brought a dog into YOUR house. But, at least I'm paying for everything for Baileys?
Not packing the room is just my usual habits, it isn't caused after Baileys came.
I used to go out every night, come home late so often. Ever since Baileys came, Have i done it so frequently? I'm not being irresponsible when i go out and seek help from my siblings to walk Baileys for me? I'm not the "only want to play and keep dog but don wan take care person" you were always referring to? You think i can hasten my growth? To quickly grow up, graduate, start working and move out? If i have the money, even if after moving out i'll be damn poor i'll still move. So as to get out of ur sight, so as to remove ur this useless daughter.
I really cant believe it. You always say without thinking first.
Always saying how i spend money like throwing water. Haven you remembered? Every single pay day, when did i not get something for the family?
When i was at Lego shop, i earn $22.5 per day and after i get my pay for the day, i always buy donut factory for you guys? which cost like almost half of my pay!? Mother's day, although i'm so tight, i still fucking bought that expensive durian cake just to see that one smile from you? Whatever i get for the siblings, i'm only thinking that, being the eldest, i should dote on them, i din even think of the money problem.
Now everyone is treating me like shit, like pain in the ass.
All wishing that i was't born. My life in this home is so fucking pathetic. I don even have my own room,still got to share the crap room with a disrespectful sister. She sux. My brother sux.
Everything you tell me would be, bcos i'm the eldest, bcos i should give in, bcos i have the responsibility. FUCK IT!? Then why do you have to give birth to me first!? I rather you don't have sex without the condom and you wouldn't have ACCIDENTALLY got pregnant with me!?
I'm oreadi trying my very best to not interfere ur life as soon as i can feed myself. Now that I'm doing my attachments, I have $440 per month. I have to pay for Baileys' food, my bus concession, my contact lens and Baileys' stuff. Do you know i usually skip lunch? Bcos i din wan to waste the money? I've never went shopping becos i cant afford to? And that bloddy sister, ever since she got a job, she's never bring anything for the family? Buying so many clothes and shoes and accessories for herself. BECOS you din educate her the way you did to me? She's not the eldest? Fuck it man! Always threatenin me that you'll send Baileys away.
If you're gonna do that. You'll regret. I swear I wont let you see me ever again in ur life. And I'll wait for you in Hell, evil you.

Music does wonder .
10:10:00 AM.


고맙다 (Thank You) - Kim Hyun Joong

A song, even if you don't understand, you can feel by just knowing the title and listening to the song. It isn't something fanciful, amazing or catchy(maybe yes to some?)
Its a song where you really feel thankful and wanting to cherish people around you more.
Now, I've provided the English subs, pple, pls enjoy.
Feel the gratitude, watch WE GOT MARRIED (:







Thank you..
For staying by my side
Nervous..
Walking this road with you

I love u..
The awkward words that I want to say in front of you
Be blessed..
I must let u live well

Sorry..
For meeting someone like me
Painful..
Im still lacking in many ways

I will be by your side until the end
I will protect the beautiful you

*)
I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Sorry..
For not able to be better
Painful
That I am always lacking in some ways

I will protect you until the end even if its hard
I will protect the beautiful you

Repeat *)

Only you can forgive my heart
Even though I am imperfect
Even though I am lacking in many ways
I sincerely want you

Even if the days of difficulties were to come
I will not release the two hands that I hold until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Thank you..
For staying by my side




I wish, people would understand how i feel now.

Music does wonder .
Thursday, October 29, 2009 11:16:00 PM.


"the smallest thing that i can do that can bring the biggest happiness" By Kim Hyun Joong

I've not finish watching " WE GOT MARRIED". But, You pple should watch it. Really.
It doesn't matters whether you are a fan of Kim Hyun Joong or not. Its just, the matter of fact thing in a relationship.
It can work out so nice. They seemed to be fated. Didn't know each other for long, but, knowing each other well.
Being able to know each other better day by day. Slowly falling in love.
Being able to give each other happiness.
Isn't that wat everybody wanted?

WE GOT MARRIED [HERE]


Sometimes i really wonder, does compatibility plays a part.

Music does wonder .
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 10:46:00 PM.


Priceless .


A video, that i love. It just shows how love is expressed, without the need of being rich.
I don't need you to be rich?

Here. Watch it.





PLS BE NICE TO ME. Nice Song.

Stop thinking about other stuffs alright? I just need you to feel true beside me. I don't need the cash.



Music does wonder .
Monday, October 26, 2009 11:27:00 PM.


Haha. Recently, had so so so much fun with the LiuLian Group.
Videos making and its just so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm loving it man. That's how life should be!!
Gg to SAKAE, MOVIES, POOL. Man, i must admit my pool-ing skills has improved luh..
Watching Ssangchu couples in "WE GOT MARRIED", got JQ and Mel addicted.
Mel says he cried like so terribly, JQ says he feel like crying but never. Its that sad. I haven watched finish cos i'm doing it slowly, if not if i watch so fast, i'll feel empty after watching it.
Hahas.
I hope everyone is fine (:
Halloween's coming. I'm so gonna have fun.
And promise, the LL012 crew is gonna be formed and presenting "interesting videos" to the public!
Get EGGCITED abd wait for the birth of LL012!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tsk Tsk.

Music does wonder .
12:18:00 AM.


I'm fat.

Real Fat. Can i slim down by eating good food?
How i wish i can.

Music does wonder .
Monday, October 19, 2009 9:42:00 PM.


MyRemedy .


MusicPlaylist
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MyProfile .


Sylvia Chee Xiao Wei★晓薇
18+
16 Nov 1990
Temasek Polytechnic
Veterinary Technology

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I'm just a girl who's living life of her own. Don't mess with me if you think you can't handle me. I'll rip you apart and throw you off the building. And I'm serious.

MyWishes .
RED ROLLER BLADE!!!!!!
Grow 3cm taller
Cut down 3kg of fats
Bungee jump
Red PSP
Get a clavinova
Yorkie of my own!~ (:

MyAdores .
♥ music
♥ ♥Show Luo♥♥♥♥
♥ Jay Chou
♥ Singing
♥ Dark chocolates
♥ Chocolate ice creams CREAM
♥ basketball
♥ Dancing, (but i dont know how =x)
♥ SKY FULL OF STARS (: ♥♥♥♥♥

MyIdol .



Luo Zhi Xiang.
Forever a STAR* (=



Kim Hyung Joong
Forever my LOVE*


MyLoves .
♥ Baby Brother Baileys ♥
Sweetie Melvin ♥
baobei IVY ♥
baby VALERIE ♥
darling CHRISTINA ♥
My soulmate HASRIN ♥
Super Uber Cute Roy Roy (: ♥
lovely JUNQIANG ♥
blur YIYANG ♥
innocent KIAT YEE ♥
coolest LESLIE ♥
smart ALEX ♥
quiet DARRYL ♥
Smiley NIC ♥
cutest YORKSHIRE TERRIER! ♥

You guys make a difference in my life (:

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My Favourite Luo Zhi Xiang~ <3
Show Luo <3

My Lovable Firends
BAOBEI Ivy
DARLING Chrise
BABY valerie
JunQiang
Kiat Yee
Kai Ying
Vanee
Kelvin
OGAWA-carole
Felicia Chin
KAILING
HUISHI
gossipsss
PHIYORNAH
StarTee
Kia Siang
Elyssa
Ng HuiYing
[CHIABI,MEI]
Douglas Tan
Zac Efron Site (:


Online Friends
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Yorkshire Terriers .



The Yorkshire Terrier seems oblivious of its small size. It is ever eager for adventure. This little dog is highly energetic, brave, loyal and clever. With owners who take the time to understand how to treat a small dog, the Yorkie is a wonderful companion! Affectionate with its master, but if humans are not this dog's pack leader, it can become suspicious of strangers and aggressive to strange dogs and small animals. It can also become yappy, as the dog does his best to tell you what HE wants YOU to do. It has true terrier heritage which needs someone who understand how to be it's leader. They are recommended for older, considerate children, simply because they are so small, most people allow them to get away with behaviors no dog should display. This changes the dogs temperament, as the dog starts to take over the house. Yorkies who become demanding and dependant appearing to need a lot of human attention and/or developing jealous behaviors, become snappish if surprised, frightened or over-teased, have owners who need to rethink how they are treating the dog. Owners who do not instinctually meet the dogs needs can also find them to become over-protective, and become neurotic. Yorkies are easy to train, although they can sometimes be stubborn if owners do not give the dog proper boundaries. They can be difficult to housebreak. The Yorkie is an excellent watchdog. When owners display pack leadership to the Yorkshire Terrier, they are very sweet and loving and can be trusted with children. The problems only arise when owners, because of the dogs cute little size, allow them to take over the house. The human will not even realize it, however know, if you have any of the negative behaviors listed above, it's time to look into your pack leader skills. These are truly sweet little dogs who need owners who understand how to give them gentle leadership. If you own a Yorkie who does not display any of the negative behaviors, high five for being a good pack leader!

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